For past few days, I have been carrying this feeling of 'Emptiness' with me. There is a constant nagging going on in my brain that I am missing something............. I dont know what it is.......... And for your information 'I am not in love'....... So, am I missing love, that someone special who might care for me, ask for my well being. May be I am missing those odd cute messages which perk every girl's mood. Odd thing is I am reading these stupid quotes n realizing how true they are..... I mean that is quite a 'loser - type' of thing to do.
Also, for the past 8 - 10 days I am also not happy with my career. I mean everything is going on its own accord........... I feel as if I am losing grip on everything.... There is a certain kind of comfort in writing this..... these feelings which I cannot share with my friends or family..... Oh!! I love them a lot and vice-versa (I believe so) but they always think that I am being silly...... So, day before yesterday I saw a friend's profile on Blog and thought of giving it a try.... To express the un - expressible...... I thought of de - loading myself through this blog and ta - da!!!!! I am feeling light and ready to face everything (well not everything, for instance my boss's shout - what is the business report)
I am just trying to be positive here........ coz as they say if you'll fake it a hundred times... you'll start believing it.....
Gosh........... it feels as if I am writing 'Diary of a young girl'..... Not so young in my case.... Anyways, I am hoping that this 'blog writing' will prove therapeutic for me and I will find myself one day...... :)
Also, for the past 8 - 10 days I am also not happy with my career. I mean everything is going on its own accord........... I feel as if I am losing grip on everything.... There is a certain kind of comfort in writing this..... these feelings which I cannot share with my friends or family..... Oh!! I love them a lot and vice-versa (I believe so) but they always think that I am being silly...... So, day before yesterday I saw a friend's profile on Blog and thought of giving it a try.... To express the un - expressible...... I thought of de - loading myself through this blog and ta - da!!!!! I am feeling light and ready to face everything (well not everything, for instance my boss's shout - what is the business report)
I am just trying to be positive here........ coz as they say if you'll fake it a hundred times... you'll start believing it.....
Gosh........... it feels as if I am writing 'Diary of a young girl'..... Not so young in my case.... Anyways, I am hoping that this 'blog writing' will prove therapeutic for me and I will find myself one day...... :)
